Randoms

I’m laying in bed, thought I’d blog a few random thoughts.

I’ve managed to get a “fan page” for Medic 22 on facebook. If you’re a facebooker (and really, who’s not?) feel free to “like” Medic 22. If you do a search, it’ll pop right up.

I did something evil to my back yesterday. I took a shower and when I bent over to pull my boots on, my back went “eeeeeekkkkk” and now hurts like hell. I’ve been taking ibuprofen and I have of those thermal wrap heat things on it, but I’m still walking around all hunched over. I saw myself in the bathroom mirror and I looked like a question mark.

I did TWO calls on my last 48 hour shift. Yes, i was the white cloud. I could have stayed for another 24, but my back hurt and I wanted to get home. A few hours ago my preceptor texted me. “Dude! We are going non stop! 7 good ALS calls and two tubes. You shoulda stayed.” Balls almighty.

I feel really confused and unsure about some decisions in my personal life and I wish I had someone here I could trust to help me get through this. I sometimes feel like I’m swimming in a huge ocean by myself, and I’m on the verge of drowning. Am I the only one?

Gang, it’s another cold, rainy night … All I want is to curl up and get a good night of sleep and put my problems aside for a while. Take care… And be safe.